liveandforgive: (we made it through)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-03 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ Perhaps only falling asleep for a barely a minute, his eyes shoot open when he suddenly hears the rustle of the bedsheets, her body shooting straight up. Rapidly shaking his head to rid himself of whatever cobwebs formed, he musters all the energy he can into seeing Weiss. Making sure that he wasn't dreaming as he drifts off. She's up. She's awake. At first, he wants to feel elation and relief, but his expression is stern as he focuses on helping bring her back to reality. His hand rests atop her thigh as he sits upright, calling out to her. ]

Hey, hey hey hey... Weiss-

[ But something's wrong. He can immediately tell that something was different. Was it a nightmare? Her eyes are glassy with tears, a whimper leaving her lips as he suddenly reels back his assertive approach. Confused and caught up in this growing whirlwind of emotions, his brow lifts as a sense of empathy washes over him. That's when his eyes shift towards the Arma Gigas that manifests in the room, only for Weiss to scream out. Things begin falling over and his first instinct overrides all else, even if it seems like she's the one causing the room to feel like it's shaking. ]

Ggh—

[ He takes a chance, ignoring the Arma Gigas entirely as he jumps entirely onto the bed with her. With no effort, he lifts Weiss up until she's on her knees with him, on top of the trembling bed that he can feel losing solid ground. It's her magic... It's going out of control... She can't even see him, can she? One way or another, he has to stop this. He has to stop her. The whole damn room can get destroyed for all he cares, but all he can think about right now? Is the girl whose arms he throws around. His hold isn't gentle. It's a tight embrace, a hand clutching the back of her nightgown tight while the other presses to the back of her head.

Clutching his eyes shut, he takes a deep breath as the bed shakes and the pressure of her magic grows stronger. Only for him to exhale gently... ]


Shhh shh shh shh...

[ Come back to him, Weiss. Please. ]

Hey, it's me... It's me, Weiss.
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[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-04 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Cloud perseveres. The bed shakes harder as the pressure in his chest growing stronger. He knows that in her blinded emotional state, he could very well feel like a threat clutching her now. Yet he grits his teeth only temporarily as his skin tingles, turning into a sweltering heat as jolts course through his body. But he doesn't stop. This is nothing to him. He only just got her back and it's only been a day, but he can't let go of her now. And just when he's preparing himself mentally for the inevitable backlash... ]

......?

[ It stops. Everything stills as the bed ceases creaking and protesting. Breathing, finally, Cloud's hold of Weiss loosens in kind as he sighs with relief. His expression doesn't falter, sternly staring ahead as he stays the pillar of support that Weiss may lean on as she sobs against him. Something happened. Something terrible. He reflects back on what Elaine said before, of the tale that lost travelers would be set to slumber so that they may be set on the right path. That in their state of rest, they would find what was once lost. Only then, does the determined look in his eyes finally begin to soften as her tears bleed into him, empathy overflowing as he finally pulls away to look into her eyes.

His hands move to her shoulders, keeping her steady as it slowly begins dawning on him. ]


I won't. 'Kay?

[ "Cinder, she— and Ruby—" ]

?!

[ Now there's a name that only continues to make his skin crawl. Hearing of Cinder again, he stares with a look of surprise. And then she mentions Ruby... Pleading for him not to go. He sucks in a breath, steeling himself as he focuses on the most important thing right now. In that Weiss was alive and here with him. That he can carry out his promise to her still as he returns to hugging her tight. His hand settles on the back of her head once more, gently stroking through her hair as he cradles her in his strong arms.

There's questions that need answering, but he won't rush them either. Instead, he continues to soothe and shoulder her burdens and cries. ]


Take your time. You're back. It's okay...

[ Taking another long breath, he softly sighs, planting a kiss on the side of her head before he catches the Arma Gigas in his peripheral view. He's not worried about it, but seeing it emerge after all this time... He wonders... ]
liveandforgive: (i didn't mean to)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-04 09:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ A sunken look returns to his face when she breathes deep against him, only to plead him to never go. That she would do anything so long as he didn't leave. He doesn't even know what happened yet and he can feel his heart breaking. His eyes don't well up with tears, but he can feel his lip quiver, prompting him to attempt to steel himself once more. Only for him to damn-near break all over again. She never reacted this strongly when she woke from her nightmares... Every time he mentally tells himself to not put too much thought into it. Every time he opens his mouth like he's attempting to say something...anything to comfort her and tell her what she saw wasn't real... ]

.....

[ His breath finally breaks with a light tremor, despite being the light that she so desperately clings to. Cloud bows his head when she finally speaks. Everything is falling apart. What's happened in Atlas must have taken a turn for the worst. He wants to draw back again and tell her to let him know what happened. To get the whole story no matter how painful it was. But...what good would that do? They're here in Avalon. And not where Cinder was.

He doesn't let go of her either, only finally relaxing as he sinks down on his knees some more with her. ]


Weiss...
liveandforgive: (only one thing left to do)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-05 06:59 am (UTC)(link)
[ He waits. Quietly watching her as the back of his fingers lift up the side of her cheek, brushing away whatever stray tears dare to fall. Whether she tells him yet or not, he just wants her to find comfort and solace. She's hurt... He's never seen her so hurt before. As horrific as it was surviving the Lightless mission with her, this is a level of pain that he practically feels emanating from her in waves. Yet she perseveres anyway. She carries on through everything that hurts to tell him what's happened.

And just like that, some of his worse fears are realized. She did return to Atlas again. Just like the time she'd disappeared in Prismatica for the first time. Judging by her words choked between sobs, something happened to Ruby. Cinder was there and now everything was falling apart. He didn't dare to ask or speak up as to the fate of the others. Instead, his expression falters as he looks to her with disbelief. It couldn't be... Every time it looks like he's about to speak up, his voice fails him because he's scared of what might come out. For the first time in a long time, he feels...

Stuck. Trapped.

When Aerith died, everyone grieved but carried on for the sake of the Planet. There was very little time to console one another, not with Cloud's psyche on the edge of oblivion to begin with and having to continue leading the party. In the moment, he could find solace in fighting together with everyone. But with Weiss...for all their talks of finally being together in either world, all they have are stories and visions of their world to share. He wasn't there. Cloud couldn't fight to stop what happened in Atlas. What happened to Ruby, Yang, Blake, and— ]


I'm...

[ "Cloud," ]

...?

[ His name upon her lips calls him back from his inner lament. Even when she's hurting so badly, she anchors him all the more. She starts recalling her sister. But what surprises him the most is the slight shift in her words. The positives. The revelation that despite the two parting ways as potential enemies, she came around and stood up to Ironwood after all. Then she laughs in his arms, reflecting on how they were on the same page. Somehow...this is what finally breaks him. This is what gets him to crack despite how strong he wanted to portray himself to be.

He huffs, shakily as he can't help but smile. It's weak. So very weak, and he doesn't have all the details of her visit back to Atlas, but the fact she focused on something so important to her and kept her going...

Cloud couldn't be any more proud of her. Rather than pull her in for another tight hug this time, he bows his head against hers, closing his eyes as he sighs once more, still smiling as he fights to keep it together for her. Their foreheads meet as he speaks softly with a lift of hope in his voice again. He's glad to know that when everything else was falling apart around her, no matter what... ]


I knew she would.
liveandforgive: (that's enough)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-06 10:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ He listens, hanging onto every word, even if he continues to wait for the tragedy to unfold. It all makes sense to him. Get the people to safety as Salem makes her presence known. Opposing General Ironwood wherein he's lost sight of the people that need protecting. Even the idea of portals opening up so that they could evacuate everyone sounds like a miracle in of itself. It almost makes him wish he could forget that there was more to unveil, sounding so hopeful through it all up until she finally drops the news. Whilst there's a faint smile in her voice, a lift of hope...it's dashed in brutal fashion as Cinder and Neo are dropped.

Neo sided with Cinder after all... Something about that was enough to make his heart sink further. Much in the same vein that he made it clear that when it came to fighting and picking a side, he would always choose Weiss, Ruby and her teammates, he still formed a link with the two would-be enemies. But the disappointment doesn't stay for very long. No...instead, his hold of her tenses slightly, only for Weiss to draw away to put her hands in her lap. But as she tells of Neopolitan attacking Ruby. Of Yang sacrificing herself to save her little sister...

Fell...as in fell to their— ]


.....

[ Cloud can feel his teeth grit behind tight lips, his gaze faltering from hers. Without anybody to hold, his hands clench into fists. ]

Cinder...

[ He took no pleasure in "killing" her in Weiss' nightmare. But that wasn't enough. How many more people needed to suffer before they stopped? Before somebody finally stopped them? Her voice brings him back when she speaks of Blake and Ruby again, his breath hitching. But Weiss wouldn't be met with outright morose when their eyes meet again. He speaks with his gaze so strongly, seeking hers to find what she's looking for. And he speaks with his heart, as defiant and unyielding as the girl across him now. ]

No. It's not— [ His breath clips. ] It can't be too late.
liveandforgive: (great gospel)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ Cloud couldn't fault her. Not for a single instance. Every time he looks at her, like she's prepared to break all over again, it fills him with a swelling sense of frustration. Frustration in that he doesn't have an immediate answer for her this time. Before, when she first returned to Atlas and spoke of possibly being on the opposite side of her sister, he held faith and that no matter what happened, he was going to have her back. When Majestas shackled her mind, he found an answer in her very own enemy when it came to saving her. As the terror of losing him anchored her down in her dreams, Cloud found his answer in entering the deepest reaches of her heart and bringing her back from her nightmares.

But now? ]


.....

[ Now... ]

... ....

[ No. Reaching into his pocket as she withdraws into herself, he pulls out the family brooch that was entrusted to him. When he thought he'd lost her upon coming to Avalon, all he needed to do was look at this and it promised him a way back to her. Just like when he entered her nightmare and followed its warmth like a guide. This. This is what represents all the trust and love she's placed in him. He wouldn't just be betraying her by shutting down now, hard as it is... He'd be betraying himself. So when she asks him what she's supposed to do? ]

You cry... [ He softly reflects on his own pain and what it felt like when all hope was gone. Despite it all, he never drowned. He kept moving despite of himself. Despite how his fingers tingled. How his mouth went dry. How his eyes burned with tears. ] You cry. Then get angry. Then pick yourself up and keep going.

[ She hasn't drawn far enough back that he can't reach to her, hand upon her shoulder as his tone firms once more, determination building. ]

More importantly, [ as she said, ] You don't give up.

[ Cloud had plenty of time to think while he listened to her and absorbed her words. He was a leader. Whether he thought of it or not, he had to act like one. But he wouldn't dare lead her into the dark. Not after everything they've promised to one another and overcome. ]

Take a look around you, Weiss. Look where you are. [ A beat, the timbre of his voice carrying a lift of hope to it. ] Look where we are. You came from Remnant and I came from Gaia. We fought for Prismatica for over a year and still found a way back to each other. In another world on top of that.

If we can all come together across different times and worlds, we can figure something out for you and everyone else on Remnant.
liveandforgive: (no answer)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even if he can't think of a full-out plan yet, Cloud was always good at thinking on the fly. Seeing her spirits lift and her brilliant mind turning for it, he can't help but half smile at her for it all. It's all still really dreadful. And deep down, he knows this won't stop him from thinking the worst and how desperately he wants to prevent it from happening... The very idea that left alone with Cinder with everyone else having fallen worries him still. But it's the one thing that he doesn't voice. Not when the two are already in the middle of talking through just how there may be hope after all. ]

[ "A portal from here that leads to that other world," ]

Right.

[ He doesn't entirely get it. But-

"-maybe even before Cinder and—" ]


Mmhm.

[ Instead of stopping her this time, he listens. He listens and nods and lets her talk. ...well. He still does...up until he realizes that he's triggered another run-on ramble. Before he'd do things like cut her off by waving a fork of hotpot meat in her face. Or put a hand to her mouth. Or speak over her. Or kiss her. But this time, as he can't help himself, the tension he didn't realize was building in his shoulders finally leaving as he suddenly pulls her into a close embrace. Not as tight as they'd desperately held one another before. She can keep going if she wants to even. Cloud just wants her to stay as strong as she's made him. ]

One step at a time. [ Instead of feeling those cold, dreadful chills, all he feels is warmth between them as he sighs with relief. Relief that she's okay and still here. ] One step together.

[ They'll protect everyone. Ruby, Blake, Yang, Winter, her family, his family... They won't stop fighting. ]
liveandforgive: (on our way)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ "You're the best." ]

That's my line.

[ He doesn't on moving until she's ready to. It's only been a day, but he'll eventually have to get her something to eat. It doesn't matter the time of day it is. After all, she missed out on crepes in bed. The rare time he intentionally does something extremely smooth... ]

Hmm. [ Where would she be without him? He doesn't want to imagine being on either side without knowing the other. She's changed him in ways he didn't even think were possible. His one hand returns to the back of her hair, stroking against her head as the softened smile can practically be felt in his voice. ] Still well off. I'm just a heckuva bonus.

[ He's kidding, of course. He knows he's of more value than that. If he wasn't so keen on helping her get up and out of bed in a bit, he would contemplate laying down with her. But he's going to follow Weiss' lead; whatever she wants to talk about or do, he's going to support. That's his role right now. ]

Love you.
liveandforgive: (i did...for a bit)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hearing her say she loves him despite the fact he started it gets his cheeks feeling heated again. For all the times she worries about him getting tired of her, Cloud never finds it old to hear those words coming out of her mouth. It makes him think that he's done something right. That he's still heading in the right direction with her.

Doing right by her like he said he wanted to when they first got together.

Before he can so much as have a chance at brushing away the happier tears that stream down her face, she's touching his cheek and soothing him further than before. The edges of his mind still can't let go of the fact that if it wasn't for Salem. If it wasn't for Cinder or (disappointingly) Neo, that she wouldn't be hurting as badly as she was now. Instead, he leans into her hand, his own settling back into his lap as he gently smiles back at her.

That's the spirit, Weiss. Don't give up. He won't if you won't. ]


...

[ Then she asks how long she's been 'gone' for, and his expression doesn't shift all too much, too relieved and focused on the future to think of how worried he was at first. ]

Just about a day. I... —

[ Oh. Oh no. Here it comes. ]

Iii- [ S'cuse him while he blinks and yawns. Talking about sleep and days reminds him of the fact that he's gotten very little rest since she was sleeping. ] -was gonna fix you breakfast before I realized you were out.

I was gonna let the others know if you didn't wake up soon.
liveandforgive: (looking for a way to you)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
Oh...

[ He rubs the back of his neck. How does he put this... ]

After we went to bed, you just...never woke up. I thought you were still tired till I came back and you didn't respond. You've been in bed this whole time.
liveandforgive: (i like the sound of that)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-08 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't want her worrying any more than she has to. ... not that there's too much that he can do about it, nor would he blame her for it either. He put her through hell after he sacrificed himself during their Lightless mission. Ever since then, he'd grounded himself while still protecting more of those closest to him.

So he lets her sort herself through her feelings, even letting her asking as many questions as she wants to about him. This was about her and what they'll be able to do about the fate of her world down the road...but- He can't help it. When she mentions him getting into a fight, he huffs and cracks a smile. ]


I fought sleep if that counts.

[ Smartass remark aside though, he finally gets off his knees and sits down on his butt in front of her, leaning back on his hands. ]

And I ate. A little. Couldn't let the crepes go to waste... [ Elaine wouldn't have let him starve either. For the most part, what happened to Weiss has laid on the downlow. He was not looking forward to telling Ruby or Tifa about what happened if she didn't wake up. ] I've...just been here.

[ He knows her. He knows the fixed expression of concern and building 'sorry's waiting to bubble to the surface, so, hopefully before she can say anything, ]

No being sorry. You couldn't help it. [ Sighing gently through his nose, there's more life again in those deeper blues of his. ] I'm just glad I have you back.
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[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-08 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ JUST- ... Aww damn it. If she says it, he won't stop her. It's a formality at this point in their relationship. He can't help but cant his head a little bit, weakly smiling at her because he knows that she's already gotten him beat. No matter what she says or does to him now, he won't be able to say no... ]

Stop that...

[ Then she surprises him all over again, crawling the little distance needed up to him so her hand rests atop his. His breath catches in his throat, bright blue eyes meeting as she pleads him to rest now. The look on his face now is no different from those times that she'd captivated him in the past- even before they were dating or he realized he was falling for her. Precious moments like this, so beautiful and precious to him that he would shield her from the world a hundred times over if it meant she'd keep smiling for him.

If they were on Prismatica still, the feeling of her smaller hand atop his would have sent a bolstered boost of pleasure through him. Instead, all he can think of is how slender it feels atop his. It faintly trembles beneath hers- not because he's tired, but because of just how raw and real this all was to him. She's so close to him that if he wanted to, he could sit right up and pull her into his lap all over again. He could embrace her and feel her hair threading through his fingers as he revels in the fact that he still has her.

He was taken from his world once, only to find her. He was taken from the 'home' he made on Prismatica and from the comfort he felt in being with Weiss...only to find her. Again. Her hand atop of his, their eyes meeting... It's just like he's said before. She'd make him fall for her over and over. ]


Yeah...

[ He wants to kiss her. He wants to hold her and kiss her so badly right now, but he can't help but feel like he still has to keep looking after her. After the turmoil she awoke from... They have to keep looking out for one another wherever they can. Cloud means it when he says he'll rest for her. But first, ]

You feeling hungry first?

[ If she was, he'll rest his eyes after. ]
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[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-09 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ The very second that Weiss' hand squeezes his, he leans in to give her the first kiss she's gotten since waking up. Something so simple that got him flustered even just thinking about came so naturally to him at this stage. He wouldn't trade this for anything. ]

Fine. [ Carefully, he tugs on her as he starts sliding off the bed. They'll go down together like this. ] I'll coach if you want it.

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