liveandforgive: (i did...for a bit)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Hearing her say she loves him despite the fact he started it gets his cheeks feeling heated again. For all the times she worries about him getting tired of her, Cloud never finds it old to hear those words coming out of her mouth. It makes him think that he's done something right. That he's still heading in the right direction with her.

Doing right by her like he said he wanted to when they first got together.

Before he can so much as have a chance at brushing away the happier tears that stream down her face, she's touching his cheek and soothing him further than before. The edges of his mind still can't let go of the fact that if it wasn't for Salem. If it wasn't for Cinder or (disappointingly) Neo, that she wouldn't be hurting as badly as she was now. Instead, he leans into her hand, his own settling back into his lap as he gently smiles back at her.

That's the spirit, Weiss. Don't give up. He won't if you won't. ]


...

[ Then she asks how long she's been 'gone' for, and his expression doesn't shift all too much, too relieved and focused on the future to think of how worried he was at first. ]

Just about a day. I... —

[ Oh. Oh no. Here it comes. ]

Iii- [ S'cuse him while he blinks and yawns. Talking about sleep and days reminds him of the fact that he's gotten very little rest since she was sleeping. ] -was gonna fix you breakfast before I realized you were out.

I was gonna let the others know if you didn't wake up soon.
liveandforgive: (looking for a way to you)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-07 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
Oh...

[ He rubs the back of his neck. How does he put this... ]

After we went to bed, you just...never woke up. I thought you were still tired till I came back and you didn't respond. You've been in bed this whole time.
liveandforgive: (i like the sound of that)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-08 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't want her worrying any more than she has to. ... not that there's too much that he can do about it, nor would he blame her for it either. He put her through hell after he sacrificed himself during their Lightless mission. Ever since then, he'd grounded himself while still protecting more of those closest to him.

So he lets her sort herself through her feelings, even letting her asking as many questions as she wants to about him. This was about her and what they'll be able to do about the fate of her world down the road...but- He can't help it. When she mentions him getting into a fight, he huffs and cracks a smile. ]


I fought sleep if that counts.

[ Smartass remark aside though, he finally gets off his knees and sits down on his butt in front of her, leaning back on his hands. ]

And I ate. A little. Couldn't let the crepes go to waste... [ Elaine wouldn't have let him starve either. For the most part, what happened to Weiss has laid on the downlow. He was not looking forward to telling Ruby or Tifa about what happened if she didn't wake up. ] I've...just been here.

[ He knows her. He knows the fixed expression of concern and building 'sorry's waiting to bubble to the surface, so, hopefully before she can say anything, ]

No being sorry. You couldn't help it. [ Sighing gently through his nose, there's more life again in those deeper blues of his. ] I'm just glad I have you back.
liveandforgive: (it can't be)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-08 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ JUST- ... Aww damn it. If she says it, he won't stop her. It's a formality at this point in their relationship. He can't help but cant his head a little bit, weakly smiling at her because he knows that she's already gotten him beat. No matter what she says or does to him now, he won't be able to say no... ]

Stop that...

[ Then she surprises him all over again, crawling the little distance needed up to him so her hand rests atop his. His breath catches in his throat, bright blue eyes meeting as she pleads him to rest now. The look on his face now is no different from those times that she'd captivated him in the past- even before they were dating or he realized he was falling for her. Precious moments like this, so beautiful and precious to him that he would shield her from the world a hundred times over if it meant she'd keep smiling for him.

If they were on Prismatica still, the feeling of her smaller hand atop his would have sent a bolstered boost of pleasure through him. Instead, all he can think of is how slender it feels atop his. It faintly trembles beneath hers- not because he's tired, but because of just how raw and real this all was to him. She's so close to him that if he wanted to, he could sit right up and pull her into his lap all over again. He could embrace her and feel her hair threading through his fingers as he revels in the fact that he still has her.

He was taken from his world once, only to find her. He was taken from the 'home' he made on Prismatica and from the comfort he felt in being with Weiss...only to find her. Again. Her hand atop of his, their eyes meeting... It's just like he's said before. She'd make him fall for her over and over. ]


Yeah...

[ He wants to kiss her. He wants to hold her and kiss her so badly right now, but he can't help but feel like he still has to keep looking after her. After the turmoil she awoke from... They have to keep looking out for one another wherever they can. Cloud means it when he says he'll rest for her. But first, ]

You feeling hungry first?

[ If she was, he'll rest his eyes after. ]
liveandforgive: (if we had enough time...)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-09 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ The very second that Weiss' hand squeezes his, he leans in to give her the first kiss she's gotten since waking up. Something so simple that got him flustered even just thinking about came so naturally to him at this stage. He wouldn't trade this for anything. ]

Fine. [ Carefully, he tugs on her as he starts sliding off the bed. They'll go down together like this. ] I'll coach if you want it.
liveandforgive: (to the front lines)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-11 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ Every time, Cloud has to take a second to react when Weiss' arms are thrown around him. Yet every time, it's returned with equal fervor and a comforting sigh of relief. This always feels right. The world around them constantly turns; and the troubles back home only seem to mount in scale. But through it all, the hardships and sacrifices made, the two find their solace here in the arms of one another. Here, Weiss was allowed to cry, vent her frustrations, get angry, lament, if only because she had the beating heart of a faux Ex-SOLDIER to listen to. Just like he's come to her for his own struggles and attempts to overcome them. In another life and another time, she would have been a natural part of his world... It's a good thing that Cloud has no intention of settling for anything less with Weiss.

He will manifest a future for them, where he can cherish both his family and hers. Closing his eyes, Cloud squeezes her tight as she speaks so softly about being back to him. It makes him want to never let her go. To rewind time and go to Atlas if it meant catching everyone who fell. Trying. But it's as he said before. ]


That's right.

[ One step at a time. Together. ]

— — —


[ Cloud was not expecting to have breakfast already made for them. Elaine had faith in her. She had faith in them. And it only reminds him of the new 'home' they made for themselves here. She's become less of a landlady and more of a trusted, wise consultant. A friend who lends her aging ear should it be needed. So should the day come where this farm and those who live in it were threatened? They'd best believe they had a proverbial 'knight' at the ready to defend it. ]

Sure.

[ Cloud resigns himself with a soft smile, waiting patiently for Weiss to return before he even thinks of digging into the little feast Elaine has prepared. Hands folded on the table, after sparing a warm nod with the elderly woman, he keeps his gaze fixed on the huntress busying herself with prepping coffee. Even if she wasn't looking, he's making sure she doesn't fall over for one reason or another. She only just woke up after an entire day passed out.

"Well I'll be... Seems she must have found what she was looking for after all." ]


Huh?

[ He blinks as he curiously stares at Elaine, only for the pieces to fall into place again when he remembers what they talked about the night before. The tale of the lost travelers that would be put to slumber and awaken knowing the way to go. This really did fall in line with that after all... Of course he doesn't let on to the fate of imminent fate of Atlas, Mantle or her teammates. Instead, focusing on the bright side of things. Because in a way...Weiss did find something. She found him again. ]

Yeah.

[ A beat. Two beats. ]

You didn't hafta do all thi-

[ "Again with the 'you don't hafta' spiel. Don't think I haven't heard this before. You two could use a little breather. This is the least I can do." ]
liveandforgive: (both of us)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-12 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ Neither one have an outright sweet tooth or craving for it, but if he could blame anyone for the increase in sugar in his life? It's the girl busying herself with the cocoa and coffee. He was expecting coffee, but he will never say no to a cup of hot cocoa from her either. Especially since, while he feels awake and aware now? That won't last long when he finally lets himself lay his head down. Used to long treks and even longer periods spent without rest... It's not that Cloud's become complacent in his life spent on Prismatica and Avalon; if anything, he's gotten stronger than before. But he never had this kind of a life to fully embrace along the way. Family and friends...but waking up next to someone like Weiss was an entirely different feeling altogether.

It grounded him. It left him feeling more tired, more often. Like he was being told it was okay to finally rest... ]


Mm. Thank you.

[ Cloud didn't want to sound ungrateful either! It's force of habit still. Once Weiss finally joins him and he thanks her with a smile, he'll set the cocoa aside to let it cool slightly so that he can dig in with the others. ]

Yeah, [ He agrees with Weiss telling her about missing out on work for the day. ] I can help later if you need.

[ After he's gotten some rest. ...assuming he wasn't still asleep by the time the afternoon passes them by. It's still early in the morning, thankfully. ]
liveandforgive: (still not letting you in)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-12 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ The 'whine' doesn't fall on deaf ears, luckily. But rather than argue with her over what he can or can't do, he instead sighs softly through his nose, gently smiling behind a forkful of fluffy eggs. He gets it. She wants to take care of him, while he can't help but feel that she's the one who needs it more. Though he doesn't completely clue into it, given more time he'll figure out that taking care of him? That's what helps give Weiss a sense of solace and peace. Yet he concedes silently, finishing his breakfast and cocoa. After having a nice, relaxing morning together and getting everything tidied up, he's only just finished placing the last plate away by the time he feels his hand being tugged on by Weiss.

Elaine can't help but stifle a laugh behind the back of her hand at the sight of these two. Ahh... To be young and in love. They're both strong-spirited, but she's always rooting for the young Huntress, especially when it came to guiding someone like Cloud. She may ramble a lot. But he thinks too much. Even still... ]


Promise is a— [ Oh no. Here it comes. ] —....... [ Yawn. ] promise.

[ But instead of crawling into bed straightaway, by the time she's fluffed the pillow and gotten the sheets down and prepared for him, he instead puts a hand on her shoulder and coaxes her to face him. ]

Hey. C'mere.

[ Cloud wants to hold her again. It's been a whirlwind 24+ hours, and while he still fully intends on taking care of her, the revelations behind what she'd been through still rattled him deep down. He talked a big talk. And he fully intends to walk a big walk if it meant saving Atlas and ultimately staying with her, no matter what. But the thought of her falling along with the others... It plays right back into the helpless well of despair that he found himself sinking deeper into once before. But he doesn't let it consume him. Instead, he holds onto everything precious to him.

This wasn't just about one comforting the other anymore. This was something mutual. And whether they outright say it aloud or not... This is something they both need. He wraps his arms around her once more, hugging her to his chest as he closes his eyes, breathing deep of her as he finally drops his guard further. While he doesn't break down like the time they emerged from the soul pods, when Cloud exhales, it's heavier than before- like he's been holding this in for so long for the sake of being strong. ]


I got you.
liveandforgive: (let's go)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-13 08:32 am (UTC)(link)
Love you too.

[ Just when she asks him if they can stay like this for a while longer, Cloud's already gently swaying with her in his arms. Not necessarily a dance, but almost cradling her against him. His tone softens further then, embracing the warmth that she brings. ]

As long as you want, Weiss.

[ ... .... ..... ]

Heads up, I'm sneaking you breakfast in bed eventually.
liveandforgive: (wouldja lookit that...)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-13 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
Pretty sure you have.

[ Cloud smiles to himself before, in a reminiscent tone, ]

Remember surprising me with a getaway to Lystellus?

[ And setting it up as something serious and worrying to get him to come post-haste? ]
liveandforgive: (gonna be alright)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-13 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ "Are you counting it?" ]

Oh- thought we were talkin' about surprises in general.

[ With a kiss to the top of her head, he slowly stops rocking her in his arms, giving her another good squeeze before beginning to draw back a little. But not enough to get out of her embrace. Enough so that he can look down to her properly if she were to tilt her head up. ]
liveandforgive: (how i really feel)

[personal profile] liveandforgive 2021-05-13 09:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her Dummy.

Lifting a hand up, he tenderly brushes aside some of her bangs again- a force of habit even when she asks him whether he's sleepy or not. The answer is plain and simple. ]


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